Transvestia

38-D cup. I put on a half slip, an old dress, and wrapped a kerchief around my head. Standing there looking at myself in the mirror I became very excited and pleased at the fact I could dress and look like a girl if I wanted to. I dressed like this just about every night until my mother had the baby and everything went back to nearly normal.

Until the baby was about three months old I did not dress as much as I would have liked to. Then my mother said she would let me babysit one or two nights a week. She had taught me to feed and change the baby and said I could do it good enough to be by myself. The first night I babysat I could not wait for my parents to go out. As soon as they left I got completely dressed and pretended to be a mother and took care of the baby, who did not know what was going on. I dressed up almost every time I babysat and enjoyed it very much.

When I started my freshman year in high school I was nearly 14 years old. It was at this time that I started both dating girls and experimenting with makeup. My main interest in girls was their clothes. I don't know how many times I was caught trying to look down a girls blouse or up her skirt. She prob- ably thought I was trying to see her breasts or some other part of her anatomy. Wouldn't she have been surprised to find out I was looking and wishing I had her clothes on? I would often sit in class and look back to see if I could catch a girl crossing her legs.

When changing classes I would walk close to the staircase and look up. I would see all color slips, panties, petticoats, and all types of girdles. Later I would think back on my sightseeing and imagine my- self as the wearer of all the nice clothes I had seen.

Like I said it was also the time I started to use makeup. I was not very good at it and it was quite a sight to see myself all dolled up with make- up, and I must admit it looked pretty awful.

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